yesterday Jin and Ae and I were talking about Naomi (from the Bible) and how at first she was so upset at God, after moving to an abundant land to escape famine, she ended up the only survivor in her family. She blamed God and called herself bitter. So the question was, when we feel angry at God, are we comfortable enough to express this to God and each other.

All of us sheepishly answered no, not really. I mean, all of us had felt upset with God in recent days and weeks. We are all in the same very small house church and see each other and talk about God every day. So why does it still feel so secret and personal and embarrassing to unveil what we are really thinking towards the Lord?